Today my boyfriend of 26 months and 22 days and I broke up. It was cordial. We even went to lunch together afterwards and then sat in his car for an hour talking about work and catching up with each other. The official reason is “we weren’t together anymore.” I thought I’d feel lighter, more on track, but tonight I think I feel lonier than ever. I was fine before him and I will be after him. However, the world seems a little sadder when love has gone. We discover and make love so easily and even easier, we let it slip away.

I went window shopping and wandered aimlessly around for awhile. The night air was balmy. Almost warm. It did not carry the snow it had earlier in the week. The weather felt like summer and then I remembered my best friend. I haven’t seen her in three years. I feel a little worse for the wear tonight.

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One Response to On A Personal Note

  1. mom says:

    Oh honey I am so sorry. I know you loved Josh so much. I hope the pain eases soon. I hope God eases this misery you feel. I pray your hero will come along someday soon,and he will be everything you deserve. As i sit here writing this I have to let you know my heart aches for you. And on top of this I have to tell you the Drs. give your grandpa three weeks to live. your brothers hernia has moved and is severly infected. Also the drs said its a wonder ai can even get out of bed for Iam just that bad.So now I am so scared of everything. i hope and pray that everyone who sees this will pray for us. I love you.

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