Here are the photos from the American Libraries issue which feature this year’s crop of Emerging Leaders — a group that I am lucky to be a part of. I haven’t written much about this yet, mostly because my part of the project (building a website) won’t come up until May. Right now, we’re conducting a survey to see who reads the New Member Round Table’s newsletter, Footnotes. Confession: I wasn’t aware NMRT even had a newsletter or a journal.
My group has joined up with the journal group for the purposes of the survey. Both groups have more or less come to the same conclusion which we discussed at the all-day Emerging Leader workshop on Friday, January 30th. However, the survey results will reveal if we were right. We will then give advice as to what we think the future of both publications should be, if they should move to a new platform (we’re favoring WordPress), and how to increase readership with publicity efforts.
Now to the thing which I’ve disappointed in: my name appears wrong in the magazine. I repeatedly told the magazine people the day of the photoshoot that my name was wrong on their paperwork. I then reached out through official channels to ensure that my name appeared correctly as Amanda L. Goodman. So when it came to my attention that the issue was released, I was very unhappy that my insistence on getting my name correct went unheeded. Other members also had their names appear incorrectly (or whole names were dropped out). However, I’m not sure if they want to bring public attention to this fact, so I won’t name them.
I’m frustrated. I feel disrespected. In stories, people believe that names hold power and so hide away their True Name. The naming of a thing has meaning. My name and its appearance is how I choose to appear before the world. I do not like being misrepresented.
Another confession: I actually prefer my middle name, but since I’ve never been called it (and thus feel that it’s far too late to change now that you all know me by Amanda), I instead honor the beautiful swooping shape of the cursive L and immoralize that instead in my signature.